Our hope and prayer for you is to be forgiven and kept in Christ, served by His gifts in Word and Sacrament. Being kept in God's will for His people is not an easy task, for you or for me. It's a commitment. Pick up your cross, Jesus says to His disciples. We have a hope more glorious than the sufferings we face here, and Christ leads us in that way of the cross by His Word, His example, through His gifts.
If that is something you desire, and you should, you can contact me at pastor.king@trinityindy.org
God bless you.